In the arms of an Angel,
Fly away from here,
From this dark, cold hotel room,
And the endlessness that you fear,
You are pulled from the wreckage,
Of you silent reverie,
You’re in the arms of an Angel,
May you find some comfort here.
You called today. And i didnt know how much it would still affect me, until it happened. Tears rolling down my cheeks, i tried so hard to tell you, how i really felt. But i choked on my own words, and nothing right came out. Then i hung up. And you messaged me.
“I REALLY REALLY wanted to be the one to save you from all your problems,
to make you THE HAPPIEST PERSON IN THE WORLD!!
I wanted to give you the world!”
Thats why you left me, and then got back with me,
“I had so many dreams, so that i could make you the proudest person ever!”
Then why did you get mad at me each and every time i told you to push yourself to achieve what you wanted. Everytime i told you that if u tried harder, you’d make it in life. Everytime i told you that you were deserving, and that someday, you’d be someone that matters, and even if that day wasnt anywhere near now, i’d still be there for you through your journey.
“It felt so stupid not wanting to be with you coz I LOVED YOU!!
Yes.. I LOVED YOU!!
I just want to say sorry if i’ve hurt you.
If you’ve hurt me? After everything, you still say IF ? Nothing is clearer than the pain i’ve felt without you. Its only been 2 weeks, but those 2 weeks have felt like forever. Does it matter that i’d still try to be there for you even after everything you put me through? No. Because no matter how much i’ve tried, it has never been good enough for you.
Have you seen what you’ve done to me? Do you realise? Do you care?
I started off this post in tears. Continued on feeling sad. But as I reach the end, I realise once again, that maybe, just maybe, I dont
need want you in my life anymore. That i’d be better off without you. And maybe, someday, you wouldn’t be able to affect me at all. Til then, i sincerely hope that u suffer live the life that u deserve.
I’d give anything to smile again
To laugh and mean it
To be able to love someone
I’d give anything
To just be happy again