This has been the most confusing month ever. I’ve been so happy, yet completely scared. I’m still too hurt by the past to actually think about the future. I’m scared I won’t love like that anymore. But what really scares me is that I will, and I’ll get hurt again. Everything’s so wrong right now.
I know you don’t read my blog. I don’t even think I cross your mind anymore now that we’ve stopped hanging out, but I’m gonna thank you here anyways. I don’t know how I would have made it through that first week without you holding my hand the entire way.
Sometimes I wish I was yours. I guess I know that that’s a road we will never go down. But a girl’s allowed to dream, right?
And I like dreaming about you.
Oh yea, my blog is one month old today (: