Confusing Month

This has been the most confusing month ever. I’ve been so happy, yet completely scared. I’m still too hurt by the past to actually think about the future. I’m scared I won’t love like that anymore. But what really scares me is that I will, and I’ll get hurt again. Everything’s so wrong right now.

I know you don’t read my blog. I don’t even think I cross your mind anymore now that we’ve stopped hanging out, but I’m gonna thank you here anyways. I don’t know how I would have made it through that first week without you holding my hand the entire way.

Sometimes I wish I was yours. I guess I know that that’s a road we will never go down. But a girl’s allowed to dream, right?

And I like dreaming about you.

Oh yea, my blog is one month old today (:

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