Daily Archives: 020109

I don’t want this moment, to ever end.

With Me – Sum 41
This song is the absolute sex
(too bad I cant friggin find it on myflashfetish!)

I don’t want this moment, to ever end,

Where everything’s nothing, without you.
I’ll wait here forever just to, to see you smile,
Cause it’s true, I am nothing without you.

Through it all, I’ve made my mistakes.
I stumble and fall,
But I mean these words.

I want you to know, with everything I won’t let this go.
These words are my heart and soul,
I’ll hold on to this moment you know.
As I bleed my heart out to show, and I won’t let go.

Thoughts read are spoken, forever and now.
Pieces of memories fall to the ground.
I know what I did and how so, I won’t let this go.
Cause it’s true, I am nothing without you.

All the streets, where I walked alone,
With nowhere to go.
Have come to an end.

In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies,
When you don’t know what you’re looking to find.
In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies,
When you just never know what you will find.

I don’t want this moment to ever end.
Where everything’s nothing without you.


So I’ve made up my mind and I’m moving to KL. Like this Sunday itself. Quite permanently. I say quite coz I might come back to Penang seeing as how the house and everything is still here. And dad’s moving away, so I could pretty much have it to myself. But if everything goes well, and Mz A gets a University in KL itself, I’ll probably be spending quite a long time there.

Gonna pack in the next 2 days and then that’s it. That’s like speed packing isn’t it? I’m only gonna be taking clothes and the other basic necessities. I don’t even know how many pairs of shoes I’d be able to take along yet. Sad thing, having to leave stuff behind. But I’m too blah to try and pack everything again. Yes, I got smarter. I’m just gonna buy the rest of the stuff there. Safe me the hassle as I travel.

Work starts on the coming Monday. I know, damn fast right. At least the working hours totally fit my body clock. I’m really glad I don’t have to be worrying about waking up early and all that crap. Chinese New Year is coming up. I really don’t know if I’ll be working through the holiday. More customers more sales. More sales more commission right. But I still will be back for holidays and stuff. So don’t worry people of Penang. You shall still see me around. Just not as convenient as last time anymore.

I guess that’s about it. Even if things don’t really work out as planned, at least I know I put in effort in thinking it through and I’ve really tried this time. Wish me luck y’all.

Lots of love.