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fight for it

Everyday we’re alive can be a miracle

Well it doesn’t feel that way. Not for me
Something bad is going to happen.

I need your help, I need direction, I need faith.

Faith is just believing in something beyond yourself.

Something you can’t feel or smell or touch. Like hope or love.

I believe I’ve let that all go

Maybe you should try and get it back again

What if it’s too late?

It’s never too late to realise whats important in your life.
And to fight for it.

one second

24 hours to make a day

16 to finish painting a room

10 to download movies

8 since the sun came up

5 since he left the house

3 hours of sleep that I got today

1 that I’ve been awake

40 minutes for a cake to bake

Half an hour to hang out clothes

15 minutes spent in the shower

10 for nail polish to fully dry

2 minutes for an egg to cook

40 seconds to reheat last night’s food

20 to make a drink

and a second to break my heart

that’s all it took.

one second.
one person.
one line.



Only tears
As I press the blade

Against my pale skin

The blood flows
From the wounds
Echoing my inner pain

As I feel the knife
Slicing into me
I deserve that pain

As I realize what I’ve done
I feel accomplishment
As I gaze at the marks upon my skin

People are horrified
They don’t understand why
And neither do I


More Slippery Senoritas

Here are the pictures from Jolene’s visit back.
And Najua’s birthday in Slippery Senoritas.
Pictures I remember taking.
And these are from Saturday.
Again in Slippery Senoritas.
But these are the pictures I don’t remember taking.

That’s all for now folks.

Love ya!


Like the new look??
You better!
Or else I don’t love you no more!! xp