I hate that in the past week, no matter what time I fall asleep,
I’m still somehow always up by 10 !!!
I fucking want to sleep !!!

I’m still sitting. Waiting.

It sucks when things aren’t in my hands.
But I guess that’s what trust is about right?
And I guess when tomorrow comes, the waiting would have been worth it.

It still aches. I do.

I’m so so tired.
I wish I could just fall asleep and not wake up.

I want this all to end.

I’m so close to begging.

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