I just spent 3 hours just sitting, talking to you. You’re awesome. I love you.
It sometimes scary thinking bout how I might lose you anytime. I guess I know eventually you’re not gonna be a part of my life anymore, but I just don’t wanna think about it. You’ve been around since the day I was born. And I’ve spent more time with you in the past 4 years than I have with mummy or daddy. Even though there isn’t too much you can do anymore, I know there isn’t a thing in the world you wouldn’t try to do for me. You’ve proven that time and time again. I’m just really glad we talked for hours today.
I know you’re never gonna read this or even know I feel this way, but I just wanted to remind myself in the future that I shared this moment with you. Coz I never want to forget knowing how much you love me.
Thank you grandma.
Now I’m gonna stop crying and go back to believing that you’re immortal so that I never have to say goodbye