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I Wonder if You Know

I wonder if you know that I still love you. If you will ever understand how different life is without you. Sometimes I wish I never knew you. But more often I just want to not be here anymore. It’s so hard to keep fighting, when there is nothing left to fight for.
It’s better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all.
Bullshit. If I had never loved you, I wouldn’t still be feeling this pain.
I just want it all to go away. For a long time, not talking about you made things okay, but I’m hurting now. No wonder I never really stayed single. This heartache is way worse than getting dumped by just some guy. I’d give anything to forget you. To be able to really be in love with someone new. I really don’t want these memories anymore.