You really are the most beautiful thing ever laying there on my bed sleeping so peacefully. I know you’ve heard it a million times before but I really can’t imagine my life without you anymore.
I’ll admit things have been rocky for the last few days but you have to believe me when I say I’m really working on it. You mean the world to me and I can’t possibly make up for the times I wasn’t there before and you needed me. But believe me when I say that I’ll always be there for you from now onwards.
I’ve always admired how you can love so much and right now I’m feeling it. I understand that the past might have damaged that ability to love so much but just this one time, I need you to believe in us more than ever.
My whole life I’ve waited for somebody like you to come along and I was stupid to not notice it earlier. It might have taken two years for me to realize but now that I have, it’s so clear that we’re made for each other.
In the past, I know I’ve made mistakes and mistreated you badly. I didn’t introduce you to my friends or talk to you about deeper things.
I know it’s hard to understand but the reason I didn’t introduce you to my friends earlier is because I was afraid of losing you to them. You really were important to me, more than I could explain. You always had a special place in my heart, I just didn’t know what it meant back then.
I was afraid that if I introduced you to my friends, our special bond would disappear. You were that friend that I wanted for myself. I know it sounds selfish but I never had a friend like you before and I didn’t want to lose what I felt for you.
Right now, you’re my best friend. I can still act all silly and ridiculous around you like I always did but with the addition of getting to hold your hand while doing it and then kissing you afterwards. You still smell like heaven and I don’t think I’ll ever get tired of your scent. It doesn’t matter if you’ve sweated, haven’t had your bath yet or just came out of a club, I can always get your scent and it’s one of the best reminders that you’re the person I want to spend the rest of my life with.
I love the way you say ‘ridiculous’ with that smirk whenever I do something silly or the cute way you say things like ‘I aaaaaaaaaaaam’ or ‘cannot cannot.’ I also love the way you can be beautiful and inhumanly sexy at the same time without even trying. Okay, so you do take time to straighten your hair and put on make up but you get my point right Lola bunny? You’re just as sexy to me when you wake up from sleep with your hair all messed up as you are when you get dressed up to go out.
Most importantly though, apart from loving all those things about you, I love you so much and I’m in love with you. Don’t ever forget that.