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Today I got the tightest and longest hug anyone has ever gave me.

Its never easy to leave you alone.

But it just makes me think of how you’ll hold on to me before I leave for work.

Its a dream come true. In a absolute perfect way.

I love you and Im already missing you.

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dreams.wants.needs.

Three important elements in life.

And Ive found it in you.

The most amazing part, I found love, something more important than anything in the world.

And Ive found it in you.

You are my blessing. my strength. my part of me.

Three Simple True Words.

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-to even think……that we’re reaching our 1 year ;)
Woman, I’m breaking my fast for the moment because I just miss our moments so much. And to think that we have reached that milestone of which we’ve NEVER dreamt of in ANY way possible; it’s nothing short of God’s work and His miracles… and of course, mucho mucho effort on our side as well to uh. Keep in touch?
(like we need “effort” to keep in touch, right ; since “fate” brought us together. AHAHAHA XP)
This is my post for you today, woman.
With all the stress I’m going through, I really have SO MUCH, so much to say to you.
Foremostly, our official “anniversary” would be … well, I’m still waiting for you to “try” to open the stupid computer (ahehehe. Our chat caused everything to lag. nyahaha.) to find out when but I know it’s in the month of November. Yes I know, it’s like telling you today’s Friday, right? :P
But ever since you came into my life, many’d changed. One of which I could never thank you enough for is the fact that you came into my life and KICKED my issues out the window. You made me to be a swan from someone who perceives herself as an ugly duckling. You made me grow in confidence I should have, and you constantly were on my side supporting me and knowing me inside out; more than anyone knows me.
From nonsensical crushes to bastard exes to useless crushes, “fate” really brought us together. I’d rephrase : God ordained this time for us.
I don’t know how else to phrase the love I have for you; and even more so, the gratefulness that comes with knowing the fact that I have you by my side at all times. The gratefulness that the love you have for me goes beyond every thing in your life – well, not EVERYTHING everything, but you get the picture.
And because of what you can do for me and you always did for me; I always emerge a winner at the end of every ordeal that I go through. And that , woman; is my privilege to have you. To have you support me in every single way possible it makes me confident of what I have and not complain of what I don’t; and you push me to pursue my dreams in everyway possible.
And now I’m pursuing our dreams : one of us will know Spanish inside out and uh.. be your translator, I guess :P
Unless you wanna go “Chicken?” on your guy next time, bring me along. You know? :P
You’re nothing but beautiful, woman. The times when you spent with me, especially yesterday after going through all the hassle of not sleeping for 2 days; gosh I thank you so much for that sacrifice. As much as i wanted to tell you to NOT come purposely for me (of which I know will receive the “HAIYAH! Shut up lah woman! Smack your head!” .. ), I know you still would and woman, nobody really did all that for me.
I thank you, woman. For this one whole year of love, joy, and sharing we have.
Thank you for making me part of your life.
And I did tell you how much I don’t like what we’re going through now hence. We can let go.
You can let go.
Drop it (woman, let the weight fall on.. balls. If you know what I mean XP).
‘cos if we DO believe in fate (which we do) , somehow it will kick him in the ass in the most painful way possible.
Karma, woman.

And thank you for bringing that to him.

;)
Forget about it woman. He’s not worth the part in this post.
And seriously, while writing this anniversary post, I’m thinking of the times we spent just bitchin’.
And for those who don’t know, I don’t bitch. She brings the bitch outta me – because she’s so sick of me being the “dude” most of the time.
Neh, you guys won’t know what I’m sayin’, ‘cos it really takes only the two of us to know whatever we say. Haha.
Woman, for protecting me in every way possible; especially yesterday when I broke a certain news to you- and you challenged me and rebuked me in a way that a real friend would;
For keeping MY best interests in your heart;
For persevering in our friendship when I’m the one who felt like giving up;
For being the chick that kicks the “dudeness” out of me SOMETIMES (yeah I know you’re frustrated and I feel your pain; but YOU LOVE ME. I know, shaddap. :P);
For loving me the way I am and still do;
For just helping me kick some ass when some people need them :P ;
For the fun times with clubbing, camwhoring, alco-gulping (that’s me not you I know. Shaddap :P), and getting all happy-tipsy :P;
For the friendship that reaches a year; and counting (!!!);
For the whole identity that WE have;
For knowing me just as I am without me needing to say a single thing;
I love you.
Well, this comes to an end of a long post and an end to my fast-breaking… and we all’d established that I’m the writer and the talker among the two of us so long posts aren’t really anything for me.
But reading back, this is EXCEPTIONALLY longer.
Since I’ll be on a fast la, right?
So I hope you’d have a blast reading. And rereading.
And woman, I’ll always be there for you, just whenever you need me. And you know that.
Can’t wait for November to come.
Estoy siempre, siempre contento; cuando estoy contigo.
Muchas gracias, chica.
Mucho amor para ti.
xoxo (:

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There’re just so many between us huh woman.
And in an hour or so after dinner, I’m heading back to my university…which you dread of (uh woman, it’s my university and YOU dread huh. What irony :P).
The 2-3 days you spent in KL to celebrate your 21st with me means the world to me woman.
And next year, uh-duh, need i say this- YOU will be the star of my 21st.
See, another irony :P
And the bachelorette party.
And the wedding.
And the … well, whatever lah.
Hahaha.
I just remembered woman.
5th November.
It’d be a year of the whole D&A thing.
Oh, it used to be DNA but um. Well.
Now YOU made PineappleMango to appear.
Lol.
I still love my bitchirina.
You’re still Dylan. I don’t care.
And I’m still um. Assyslia. Hahah stupid name. Assylia sounds so much more classy OK? :P
Pictures won’t be up, woman. Brother decided to use my camera.
So the next round you’re here you edit and do whatever lah huh , broadband and all available :P
can’t wait to see you again.
I hope Penang happens by end of the year (:
I’ll miss you so much woman. Am missing you much now.
Oh, you do know that you can drop by my blog and write when you have your connection right (ah, duh? :P).
Miss your pennings in my blog :)
xoxo,
A.

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what’s a blogpost without a picture? and that’s the pic of me in my baju that you love :P

You know the random times that I always write in your blog JUST FOH FUN lah huh.
And today’s one of those times that I wanna intrude and write – well not that you’d mind anyway :P
The soulmate’s in dire need of crazy camwhoring, shit-buying (HAHA you can buy shit? :P), and inside joke moments again. Missing the 23 hours of laughing, 30 mins of trying to be serious and the other 30 just to talk :P well you get what I mean when we’re together lah huh :P
And it’s just difficult, the past few months, going through life in uni and life in general- I know you know. Too much happenings , too little time.
Remember the time when you called 2 weeks after uni started?
“Uni sucked the life out of you”, you said.
Well, I regained that life back- if you could put it that way.
But you know that too many things happened lately , that I feel it fading again.
And I’m glad I’ve you to always be the atmosphere-setter when you’re around.
You know you won’t give me mercy when you’re here .. tired or not, soulmate time is soulmate time. Lol.
But the pissifying part is that you’d sleep on my bed, and that time is my soulmate on my bed time =.= yes I know you’d be laughing and going all “yeah I went to KL just for you so hello, your bed should be a reward for me no?”..
…you know my response to that, woman.
SO.
With all the crap I wrote here, I guess you can sum it all up to just three words :)
I miss you (:
Hasta luego, cariƱa!
Can’t wait to see you (: